Saying goodbye to a beloved pet is one of the hardest decisions a pet owner will ever face. When the time comes, we also sometimes need to decide where our pet will pass—at home or at a veterinarian’s office. There’s no right or wrong choice, only what feels best for you, your pet, and your family. Both options have their benefits, and understanding what to expect can help you make a choice that aligns with your pet’s needs and your emotional well-being.

Euthanasia at a veterinary office – Pros

• It can be comforting to be cared for by the staff and providers you’ve become familiar with over the years
• Veterinary offices usually have lower fees for euthanasia
  

Euthanasia at a veterinary office – Challenges

• Car rides and the vet office may be a source of anxiety for your pet
• The clinical setting can feel sterile, and you may feel rushed as the clinic continues to see other appointments

Euthanasia at home – Pros

• For pets in pain or with mobility issues, avoiding a car ride and trip to the vet office can be better
• Being in the home, in a familiar environment, is likely more comfortable for your pet (and for you)

Euthanasia at home – Challenges

• Mobile veterinarians are usually more expensive, and because there are fewer mobile vets, availability can become an issue
• If you suspect the particular location in your home will forever be a source of great pain for you, and don’t wish to have that painful memory in your home, then choose the vet office
  
  

Regarding the logistics of aftercare: Most vets (mobile and brick-and-mortar) have arrangements with at least one crematory and will offer to handle the transportation and logistics for you. It is perfectly acceptable to:

• bring a deceased pet home from the vet to spend more time with them
• select a crematory (or burial) option not “on the menu” (though expect to handle those arrangements and possibly transportation yourself)
• transport your pet to the crematory yourself
  
  

On the importance of planning ahead: When you plan ahead, you have the "luxury" of considering your options. Oftentimes, when we fail to plan ahead or have realistic conversations with ourselves about quality of life, it may be necessary to seek euthanasia services in an urgent care of emergency clinic setting. These clinics are staffed by compassionate and competent staff, but they are by design set up to handle emergencies. They may not take appointments, operating instead on triage principles. This is important and we need facilities like this, but euthanasia is usually not an emergency situation. It could be a protracted and dreadful wait. Whenever it's possible to make an alternative plan, I strongly suggest rolling the dice with an emergency clinic for euthanasia. 

Whatever the setting, you can be assured that your pet's final moments will be peaceful and pain-free. The most important thing is that you are there for them, offering love and comfort in their last moments. 

I’m a huge proponent of DIY deathcare—I find it incredibly meaningful and transcendent to care for the dead. There is something profoundly healing about tending to a beloved pet’s body yourself, rather than immediately handing them over to a professional. I want everyone to feel empowered and prepared to keep their pet at home for a vigil, shrouding, or personal ceremony, should you want to. Understanding post-mortem changes can help you feel more prepared and approach the process with confidence.

Within the first hour: muscle relaxation

• Know that the eyes usually remain open
• Pee and poop might happen. An absorbent pad or towel beneath the hind quarters is a smart move. Use a damp cloth or baby wipe for clean-up.

After the first hour: muscle stiffening

• It can start as early as one hour and you’ll notice it first in the jaw muscles. It will soon impact all the body’s muscles, which can make repositioning more difficult. If your pet isn’t already in a comfortable-looking position, get them tucked in early.
• If this muscle stiffening (rigor mortis) is preventing you from being able to shroud or transport, it can be manually manipulated away. This is known as “breaking” the rigor. Slowly “working” joints back and forth, working up to a fuller range of motion, is how this is accomplished. Don’t force it – especially in smaller animals, the strength of rigor mortis can easily surpass the strength of fragile, little bones.

Other odors and fluids

• Other odors and fluids don’t usually appear until beyond 24 hours but every animal is different. Different disease processes can impact this too.
• Fluids coming from the nose and mouth are also normal, this is called purge. Propping the head up with a rolled-up towel or small pillow is usually sufficient to keep fluids from leaking out.
• Be prepared for new fluids and odors when moving your deceased pet after they’ve been resting for some time.
• Ventilation and other scents – turning on a fan, cracking a window, and introducing other scents will keep other odors in check. Any of these would work: essential oils, candles, diffusers, incense, sachets of dried petals and herbs, fresh flowers. Anointing a body with essential oils or decorating with fresh flowers are common elements that can be incorporated into rituals.

The importance of cooling cannot be understated here. If you’re planning on keeping an animal at home for longer than 12 hours, I would strongly suggest having a plan for cooling. In Alaska, our cool temperatures might be all the cooling you need. Setting up on a back porch or next to a drafty door or slightly cracked window may be sufficient to keep decomposition changes at bay. Other options include:

• Reusable ice packs – swap them out as needed
• “Wet” ice (just regular ice)
• Dry ice – you can pick up dry ice from grocery stores, or (in Anchorage) 10th & M Seafoods. Handle dry ice carefully (wear gloves) and never use it in a tightly enclosed space. 

Most of the aftercare you will provide for your beloved animal companion will feel intuitive, I promise. It's not at all strange to want extra time with them, to pet and talk to them, and maintain vigil in the minutes and hours after their death. ​No matter what you choose, what matters most is honoring the bond you shared in a way that feels right for you. 

​In Alaska, generally speaking, it is perfectly ok to bury an animal companion on your own property.
 
Selecting a specific grave site:

• Think ahead to any future renovations or other construction projects so that the site you choose will remain undisturbed
• Avoid sites where mature tree roots might be extensively disturbed
• Make sure your neighborhood doesn’t have any restrictions about this (the Municipality of Anchorage and State of Alaska do not)
• Especially if your animal was euthanized, select a site at least 100 feet from open water sources

Burying an animal:

• How deep to dig depends on the size of your departed animal companion. The goal is to have 18-24” of soil on top (of their body or casket). Digging to a depth of 4 feet will be more than enough in most cases. **any soil mounded above-ground counts toward this 18-24” recommendation**
• Animals can be buried without any shrouding or external container. The choice to use any of these items is mostly a personal one though gently maneuvering large animals is exponentially easier if they’re at least shrouded.

A note about creating ritual and meaning:
Every family is different and every pet is different, so I can’t give you a script for your graveside service. Some ideas might include reading a poem or singing a song, or simply sharing favorite stories with others present. The actual physical work of grave digging and burial can – by itself – be a deeply transcendent and meaningful act. When in doubt, a consultation with a death doula or funeral celebrant can be helpful.

Burial in winter:
It is not impossible to hand-dig a grave with frozen ground, but it is exponentially more time-consuming. The degree of difficulty is going to depend on the amount of snow cover (more snow may mean less frozen soil) and the moisture content of the soils (wetter soils means more ice).

• Heat – use a propane torch, or a burn barrel or fire pit to warm and loosen the soil
• Tools – shovels are just the start, a pickaxe, mattock, or other tool may be needed to break through the soil
• Considering temporary storage – there’s nothing wrong with waiting for warmer temperatures. If burial is important to you, know that decomposition doesn’t occur in freezing temperatures.

​No matter what you choose, what matters most is honoring the bond you shared in a way that feels right for you.

Further reading: Alaska’s Department of Environmental Health has a one-page document detailing the proper handling of animal remains.